10-13-2018, 12:59 PM
I never thought the day that this network would be 3 years old now. Yesterday was actually the official day it has been online for 3 years. That is absolutely astonishing to me. I'm more than proud of how much our staff teams throughout the years have pulled off. Throughout these years it's been really rough for me however. I've been through some really hard times but despite all of it I continue pushing forward because I don't want to let people down, and I don't want to let haters think they've won by watching us fail. Those that have stuck by my side since practically the start I want you to know I appreciate every thing you've done to make this network continue to flow, and for continuing to be a good friend to me. I also want to thank the current staff team for making the servers run. Without you guys this wouldn't be possible. We've had some really rough times on here. It is shocking that we've managed to pull through, and even until this very moment we're still dealing with lots of things behind the scenes. It blows my mind that a lot of people over the years have attempted servers without realizing the stress behind it. I've lost friends, I've made enemies, the list goes on. It's really rough you know, dealing with on a daily basis wondering when the next shit storm is going to happen. Wondering when the next person is going to suddenly hate you. You have to be careful with every single thing you say to the public, you have to think constantly if something you're going to do or say will reflect badly upon you or the server(s). Don't even get me started on how much it affects your personal/relationship life.
Basically I'm saying that I'm under constant stress. A lot of people will never understand this. There is so much things that I go through on a daily basis that most people besides close friends will never understand. You have to be strong to manage to pull through the amount of stress that this stuff requires. Despite the stress, despite me losing friends, getting betrayed by people, and losing people who I care a lot about, I still continue to push forward. Why is that? Because I don't want to let people down. I want to continue to let all of you guys have a place to play.
Either way, thanks for everyone who has made this possible. Now, onward to the 4th anniversary.